Mommy's Job Got Outsourced

I came home crying yesterday. It had been another stressful and long day at work. Ever since I came back from maternity leave, I have worked really long hours getting soo much over time. While I should see this as a blessing (since I am a single parent), I couldn't help but wrestle with the thought that this was also my biggest nightmare. I am a single parent, which means I am the only income and I am the only parent to be with Kennedy. Thank the heavens above that I was blessed with the family I was blessed with. Because I might be a single parent, but I team parent with my family. They have helped me pick up Kennedy and they have watched her for me, so that I can be performing at my job.

Last night, I just kept thinking...is all this over time really worth it? I barely see Kennedy. My only time with her is when we are sleeping..Which really sucks but on the other hand we need this money. There was a huge knot in my stomach.

Well my entire company was called into an unexpected meeting. My department of Production has been outsourced. As of December 24, 2010 that means 100-125 of us will no longer have jobs. I am really sad about this, but it forces me to get a new job.

Which tells me that the answer was no. The over time was not worth missing out on raising Kennedy. So even though the job market is scary right now, that is the place that I need to be.

So, if anyone hears of a job opening..please let me know!!!

Kelsy && Kennedy